~adultbooks

when correctly excecuted, asthetics can make people pay adamant attention to benign details and radical attention to the immediacy of these details.


i need to work on some sort of a post apocalyptic biographical narrative.

Like the renaissance artists painted the church, and japanese hipster painters of the current eminate paintings of anime and toys, i work in the relms of my person ecology, which is a projection of my beliefs about myself and the modes in which i function. As far as form goes, i keep to non-static execution, accomplishing works in series and making rules for how they are assembled. These rules change from time to time but continuously address the same issues. This all goes back to creating a reality of fiction and hopeful rendezvous.

Using methods and executions like these provides temporary comfort like one would derive from chocolate, heroin, or anonymous sex. When the idealized fictional fantasies start to exist in reality, the desire disolves and it is easy to lose track.

However; when this happenss it is easier to move up Maslow's heirarchy of need and to establish oneself in knowledge and eventually trancendance. It does remain important to catalog originally fictional experiences in order to bridge the gap and to reassure the mutual extent to which dreams can be manifested (or perhaps brought into our "dimension" from the other). Eventually the accomplishment or trancendance will be the connection between the kingdoms of fictional and real, passionate and rational, imagined and realized.

A good example of this would be an over extended stint of social realism and the glorification of real time leaders and their ideas of glory and utopia and success and socialism that, more often than not, do not meet their proposed level of decadent and enjoyable functionality. It becomes the endless highschool of "oh communism can never work, dude" and the ever persistant pretty boy anarchist in canvas bootstraps, both of which are not the case at all. But that's a tangent of endless chicken or egg first-itude. I'll save that for another time.

On the other hand, you could call this heterogeneos setup sadistic like Bataille said, with an endless amount of shitting and appropriating.

The joining of the two areas revolves highly around establishing autonomous zones through sensory reactions (insert experimental drug use, sensory acting work, listening to records lying in the dark, and doing a 360 on a city street at night durring a guitar solo). People partake in these sort of small pleasures every day to unconciously bridge the gap between the realized world and the fantastic. I'm sure this gets into all sorts of quantam physics, but i've never been too up on academia, so lets say i claim genius via ignorance or isolation (guy on island invents astronomy, etc). Right now, explaining or studying it is worth nothing as it is out of the relm of the employment of our current terms and processes.